Just call me Soo. Complete and utter Bibliophile. Potterhead. Whovian. And now a Sherlockians. Ravenclaw. Team Tenth Doctor. I ship Ten/Rose and Johnlock. I really do love David Tennant.
*hugs you real tight* would you please send this to the first five people on your dash? Make sure someone gets a hug today, and stay safe 💖🦋🌸✨
Thank you so much! I’m so sorry I didn’t see this earlier. I didn’t have the energy to check Tumblr and then I moved back to Pakistan and couldn’t access Tumblr here. Last night I found out that Tumblr is blocked in Pakistan so now I’m using a VPN. 😅
tonks, six months pregnant: i don’t mind that we’re having another boy. teddy will be thrilled to have a male playmate.
remus: i’m glad you’re okay with it. you know i’m not one to deny you anything but if you decided to pull a molly weasley and give us seven kids in the pursuit of having a girl, i’d have to put my foot down.
tonks: seven kids?!? merlin, no.
remus: glad we’re on the same page.
tonks: but we’re having four kids, so maybe one of the next two will be a girl.
remus: WE’RE HAVING FOUR KIDS?? when did we decide this?!? i thought we were two and through?!
tonks: i decided this morning. you said you’d deny me seven kids, not four.
I’m a complete coward (new fandoms make me nervous!) and I filled your prompt as John’s perspective during the train scene.
Because 1) you are an evil, witchy woman and I’ve watched it like a dozen times in the last two days, and 2) because his heart eyes called me too strongly to resist.
(I did my best to pick through and change my spelling to British English, but I’m sure I missed some things. I apologise (see what I did there??) and hope you can excuse any inconsistencies.)
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For a moment, he believed he must still be sleeping. Surely he was in his bed in Milton, dreaming of her. Perhaps he had never gone to Helstone at all. But no, there was the yellow rose in his pocket, crinkled but vibrant.
And there she was, staring at him with a look of wonder. The conversation was stilted, for he could not help but stare back at her in adoration, knowing what he now knew of her brother, of his mistaken assumptions. And when she informed him that she had been to Milton, an unstoppable wave of hope swept through him, robbing his lungs of the necessary air to breathe. If it could possibly be what he thought—
She turned away to solicit assistance from another man, Henry. But he could not bear to let her go, and so he guided her to a nearby bench and asked her to explain. She did, halting and stilting and altogether overcome with nerves. He could not help but shift closer to her, for once unconcerned with propriety and reputation. His eyes were on hers as he realised that the woman he loved, the woman he adored more than anything else, had travelled back to him to offer salvation.
When she began to spin the tale that he would be doing her a service—attempting to avoid offence, he assumed, or damage to his pride—he could not bear the distance any longer. His hand crept down to grip hers. Her skin was soft and smooth under his, and he could not resist brushing his thumb across her knuckles once, twice, three times. And then her hands brought his to her mouth, placing a reverent kiss against his skin, and he was lost.
Slowly, cupping her cheek in his hand as if she were span of the finest glass, John set his mouth to hers. It was a gentle kiss, one that demonstrated his love and restraint. His lips trembled against hers; he could scarcely believe that it was happening. For months he had dreamt of her lips on his, and now he realised that his hopes and dreams never could have matched the glory of this kiss. Her lips were soft and sweet against his, her breath shuddering against his mouth, and he never wished to let her go. But he must, at the very least to ensure that she was equally swept up in the storm of feeling.
“I apologise,” he whispered against her mouth, in fear that his ardor had frightened her. “Are you—”
“London train about to depart,” the station master called, cutting him off. “London train is about to depart.”
Margaret stood without a word, and he was forced to watch her walk away from him yet again. This time, he found he did not have the strength to watch as the train bore her away, to London, to the south. His heart in pieces, the weight heavy in his chest, he turned away, to the train that would carry him in the opposite direction. Everything that had seemed bright and hopeful only moments before lay in ruins, and he was faced with the prospect of returning to Milton in despair.
But then he caught her reflection in the glass window, and his heart beat a battered rhythm in his chest. He feared once again that he was dreaming, but seized the last of his courage and turned to face the truth. And there she was. A smile overtook his face as he realized she had only left to get her bag, and he could not help but ask, “Coming home with me?” He felt the need to speak the words aloud, to make it real.
She said nothing, but offered him the bag she still held in her hands. He took it, allowing her to precede him into the compartment. Once they settled, sat side by side, she reached for him gently, nervously. John was happy to oblige, and brought his lips down to meet hers. There was less nervousness on his part, less restraint. His Margaret had seen everything he felt for her, had felt it in his mouth on hers, and still had chosen him. The knowledge raised his spirits, buoying him with such happiness he felt it must radiate from his very skin.
It dawned on him, now that they were safely ensconced in his compartment on the train headed north—toward Milton, toward their future together—that he needn’t agonise any longer. There was no need to entreat Margaret to look back at him. This time, his love—his sweet Margaret—sat at his side. No longer leaving him behind.
The thought sent happiness fluttering through him, and he could not remove his gaze from the woman who had set his heart aflame so many months ago. And Margaret battled her reserved nature in return, and gazed upon him fully. But it was not enough to look. Their lips met again.
The outside world would intrude soon enough, he reckoned. Once they returned to Milton, there was so much to be done. But at the moment all he wished to do was bask in her presence, and breathe her in. And so he did.
-Margaret couldn’t help but feel more than a little foolish as she cut her fingers on the huge stack of papers that she moved- Mr Thornton, that is John, as she was struggling to get used to calling him, had said that he would move the papers for her just as soon as the mill workers went on their lunch break. But Margaret had not been inclined to wait, instead choosing to take on the task herself.
-but she had very much underestimated the weight of the ginormous pile, not to mention his sharp the edges of some of the documents were. She didn’t really notice the sharp stinging pain of several cuts on her fingers until she put the big stack of sheets down on the desk on the other side of the office space.
-but once her hands were free of their burden she felt the sharp scratching pain and observed that deep red welts were practically glowing against her pale skin, with little beads of blood starting to emerge. She couldn’t help but sigh as she sought the little tin of bandages and salve that she insisted should be kept in the office in case of this exact eventuality.
-she managed to apply the soothing salve, made with aloe vera with very little trouble, and though it did sting a little the itchiness was soon abated. But when it came time to wrap some bandages on her fingers she had no choice but to wait, she just couldn’t wrap them correctly.
-fortunately she didn’t have to wait long, the whistle sounded and within a few minutes of that, none other than the shadow of Mr Thornton darkened the doorway before he entered the room.
-his eagle eyes immediately noticed the change of position of the papers, but his slightly angry look fizzled out as he saw a dewy eyed Margaret waiting patiently for him to dress her poor battered fingers.
- as soon as he was sat beside her, John took Margaret’s hands in his own and inspected the cuts, they would heal well and be irritating more than anything else. He told her how pleased he was that she had immediately applied the salve, to which Margaret simply nodded.
-John worked in silence as he cleverly and securely wrapped Margaret’s slender fingers in the lightweight gauze bandages. It was only after he finished that Margaret offered a subdued, quiet apology. But John brushed it off, saying that it was ok, that he was glad she was not more severely injured.
-but poor Margaret still seemed a little down in the mouth, so John couldn’t resist plucking her hands from her lap one at a time and kissing gently every spot where a little cut marred her beautiful hands, and in no time at all Margaret was smiling beautifully once more, safe in the knowledge that her Mr Thornton would always be there to tend to her wounds.
- Why were you in Milton? - On business. Well, that is, I have a business proposition. oh, dear! I need Henry to help me explain. - You don’t need Henry to explain.
“He often plays macho heroes with an interesting sensitive side. […] ‘I seem to have this hyper masculine energy that I was unaware of. Then I realised that was quite useful, because maybe the hard shell of a man often harbors a more fragile person that I could occasionally reveal’.”
(Richard Armitage interview 30.10.22, The Telegraph)
Yes! It sounds a little cliché here - without context ?! … but that’s exactly what I really really like about R.A.’s performances: no matter how brooding or fierce there is always a little hesitation, a small lack of self-confidence, a glimpse of sensitivity to the character he is portraying.